Question a Christian on their beliefs and you’re guaranteed to confuse the fuck out of them.
please don’t ruin my fucking mood mother gottdamnit
getting older wouldn’t be so bad if i had actually accomplished something
or made a friend
or bettered my life in ANY way
but i’m the same as always
and i don’t think i want to reach 21
like my first bicycle accident—
before the mouthful of gravel and blood,
I swore we were flying."
not having a phone has gotten so irritating that i actually had a dream about it
in my dream ariel helped me get one but i didn’t get to pick it and it had this weird floppy case and i was grateful for about five minutes before i realized it was horrible
i thought you loved me ariel jeez
i guess andrew pretty much knows i fancy nick now and he’s been kinda pissy to me but i’m just relieved i don’t have to hide it so much
i was looking up stuff about college to try and figure things out but in the end i still have no idea what to do with myself
and also i ended up on the hiroshima study abroad page for asu and started crying about it again so i had to leave the room so my mom wouldn’t see lol
i want to go to college
i want to do something with my life
but i don’t know what that is and i feel like i’m never going to figure it out
i’d rather just kill myself.